sleepy
September 19, 2011Loneliness is terrible at this moment
it doesnt make sense
everyone seeems to be at ease with where
they are
But I’m not
and I guess will never be
I am not making sense or Do I?
hate the way I’m feeling lately
I am not feeling myself…
The thought of you just keeps on reminding me
that without you, life is but
a torment and pain
And my mind can’t even function well…
I am here but i am somewhere.
My dreams and illusions seem to be jeopardizing the real world..
And I am made to believe
that someone like you still exist
Although you’re far from my grasp
and beyond my imagination
Now can you hear me?
Do you see my point?
You’re really never there, right?
You never existed
Its just me and my foolishness
And my sedate quality
leaves me longing for you
How i need you to ruin my poor soul
and take control,
and take me home…
oh please take me home…
10/29/07 (Training room. suuuper sleeeeppy…)
(I found this piece on my draft notes recently… I wrote this thing almost 4 years ago, when I was still a newbie/trainee at the company where I am still with right now. I didnt have any inspiration back then, I was just plain bored and sleepy. Well, I just thought that this is the best time to post this since it currently reflects my state of being. :l
Previous Comments
hello teh… can u believe na sobrang inaantok lang talaga ako nung sinulat ko yan, tas ngaun mairrelate ko pala xa sa buhay pag-ibig ko? hehe!
pero mare ndi nman cguro 25 yrs ung pinaghintay ko.. cguro mga 10 yrs lang or less.. kase prang d ata tama na 1 yr old plang ako, gusto ko n ng lovelife! haha!
pero thanks teh, i know i’ll get the hang of it.. sad lang tlga ngaun…d p kase sanay eh… sobrang miss ko na c ser…:)
Posted by katmenace at September 22, 2011, 10:51 amhello te, iba talaga ang nagagawa ng sleepyness and sometimes ng boredom na rin.:) alam mo yan, what a co accident, hahahaha..:)
cge cge te, erase erase na yang 25 yrs na yan, pag iisipan q ulet kung ilang taon. pero no matter how many years it is, lam mo yan matagal na panahon pa rin un..:)
yes te, masasanay ka rin talaga. sanayan lang naman talaga ang mga bagay bagay..:) nakakalowka te noh, ngaun totoong lablayp na talaga pinag uusapan naten…:) magiging ok ka rin te. sa ngaun, mag tiis ka muna sa mga ym dates nio ni ser..:)
Posted by kuting at September 23, 2011, 1:31 am
nalungkot naman ako te nung nabasa ko..:( i can relate to your poem. ikaw na talaga ang writer te..:)
konting panahon na lang te ung pag hahantay mo. wag mong kalimutan na 25 yrs mong hinintay ang tunay na pag ibig..:)
cheer up te..:) more more patience..:)
Posted by kuting at September 22, 2011, 1:35 am